Getting Older

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : katie ... based on My calculation you got together with your Master when you were 26 or so .... do you notice anything significant with your serving as you get older

katiekay◄Jeff► : that's correct Sir - just before my 26th birthday - well my body doesn't move as well as it used, lol

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : and that is a very personal question which you can just say none of Your business

katiekay◄Jeff► : no Sir - i'm an open book truly …. i have incredible peace and contentment in my slavery and service and i do think it's a kind that only comes from time

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : ok well that is probably the #1 issue I see raised by submissives

katiekay◄Jeff► : does that make sense?

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : nods … it does to Me

♦♥ląηį♥♦ : it makes sense to me katie

☻ţąΐ☻ : same here

katiekay◄Jeff► : honestly i get to wake up every single day to my dream life … i serve an amazing Master and i think that appreciation and gratitude grow with age

☻ţąΐ☻ smiles at katiekay

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : would you say then that any perceived detriments of aging are made up for in the confidence and contentment?

katiekay◄Jeff► : most of the time yes Sir - i occasionally have moments of worry that Master will be displeased with how my body refuses to cooperate sometimes

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : nods … and do you find it is needless worry?

katiekay◄Jeff► : but He reassures me that that isn't true - i struggle with Rhuematoid Arthritis and so certain positions that were easy to hold at one time are near impossible now

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : smiles

katiekay◄Jeff► : it is a needless worry Sir and it annoys Master, frankly, when i get on that mental hamster wheel

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : ha ha

☻ţąΐ☻ giggles again this one loves your turn of phrase katiekay

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : great way to describe it

katiekay◄Jeff► : i so badly want to be His ideal and so i worry when i think i'm falling short of that

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : and I can empathize with Him lol

katiekay◄Jeff► : but honestly He lets me know when i'm falling short, ha - i should know better but sometimes just can't seem to help myself from climbing onto that wheel

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : oh gosh ... it is going to happen ... that does not change

katiekay◄Jeff► : thank you tai - mental hamster wheel - just seems to be exactly what it is for me

ﺼﺸ§hìftìñgWìñdﻌﻀ : and Him just saying not to worry will not change it lol

katiekay◄Jeff► : exactly and He knows that too Sir … He's amazingly patient